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So today and yesterday I have taken my laptop to The Diner for some wireless access. This has been the first place I have gotten my laptop to work with a router since installing debian. Given, I have kind of slacked on the time I have spent messing around with it at other locations. I am just glad to know it works at this point. I also have found that I am much more interested in blogging when I am away from home. I think when I am at home there is just nothing new. Here at the diner though there is a plethora of culture to take in (yes I said "plethora"). Actually, I think the real reason has to do with the fact that I have no wolfenstein: enemy territory to sway my attention from real work. Once I again I find myself in the shadows of hypocrisy as I have always considered gaming to be a utterly useless waste of computer resources when there were other things like compiling to be done. I guess as I get older and code more I realize that my world is much less intellectual than I would think.

This is just fine with me. As a young man in high school I believe I had a real issue with looking down on people. At the time I was still quick to notice it but even in my noticing my prejudice I took pride that I could see my own weakness. A truly recursive issue, this quest for perfection. In any sense I am glad that I do this less and less as time goes on. It is a tiring task to constantly think you are better than others when the truth is you are only as good as yourself... Yup, I am getting lamer by the second. I am going to quit blogging for tonight because I fear I will get even more caught up in the madness.

On a quick side note, I am wondering if this blog actual helps my writing. I know I take a minute at times to think of interesting things to say but I wonder if I am improving as a writer. Time will tell.... oh yes! Time WILL tell! (I am grounding myself from this blog for a while...)